Memories: New Year’s Eve 98/99 – Heroes bar av. Viscount Salreu Estarreja rode a program in which: the 12 chimes in one night [and day] … dj’s on control sergius resident and guest dj Vitinho incognito. In the middle of the party and in order to wear me go home for the party and my friends show up, put out all the patrons of the bar where he was that night porter year end. In thoughts I question the order of the alphabet and come to think that the ab or abba were too think ahead to create a security system for men type blink or touch and feel each other and walk in all speed to see that was evil or suffering and help. I watch TV and I think the footers contain messages to my mind I see the channel ftv and I think that day will receive the Nobel Prize. I’ve thought once be eating human organs and was a food store to pound that day thought the broken glass in the street were diamonds, was watching the movie snatch / pigs and diamonds in the theater when I think Aveiro be the actor of the movie, start to take off their shoes and getting in and out of the theater, was my film. In Estarreja ran as an act of freedom for near the river and think of climbing to the trees, meto half body in the river and I think I’m a genius and that Mr.. President of the Republic is watches me, I have contacts with cows were grazing, and try to communicate to them my thoughts. I think they’re stealing ideas and what I want to do bad things start to feel strange, to isolate myself, doing things like revolving around the room, reading psychology books to try to understand what was happening to me, I began to delirium, delusions of persecution, or that he was being watched and controlled either by television or in the newspapers of the day, I come to think that my father would buy a bar, and it was the largest in the world, only made things bizarre leading my parents to be seriously concerned, this general hubbub someone calls the GNR and firefighters still transport me to the hospital which ran adrift hours walking until I am found by the military GNR I say “we were just looking for you” I am taken to the hospital in Aveiro, later to psychiatric emergency Coimbra. Taken by firefighters strapped to a gurney after conversation I’m thinking I’ll take a shot and I will have with the girls after consultation with the head of psychiatry, but only took the injection ..